It's Rockport and you've got some Rosa's

I got a much appreciated visit from T-rock (and it don't stop) last week. I don't see him or Darrell near as much as I'd like, but the beautiful thing is that when we see each other it's like it always has been. It's awesome. These two men probably don't understand how important they are to me. So all joking aside you guys help me remember how life should be when things aren't rolling just how I want them too. I don't really know how to explain it, but hangin' with you two is kind of like...well, maybe you'll understand this. It's like going to bed here tired, dirty, and sick, but when I wake up there's a breeze blowing in from the window, the bed sheets feel clean, white, and cold. I sit up and feel clean too, like I just got out of the shower. It's quiet, except for some birds, and the sound of the breeze with a faint slush of water. There's fresh coffee on the nightstand. I roll out of bed and my muscles are loose like I just had the best stretch of my life.....grabbing the coffee I walk slowly out into a familiar place. Sliding the door back I step out onto the balcony.....it's Rockport and you've got some Rosa's.

Been kayaking twice since my last post. Nice. I need to get my camera fixed so I can post pictures.

Also had a great game of disc golf yesterday.

Sometimes it's really hard to be an optimist........

Traveling again
I know exactly how it's gonna end
The routine day dream starts as I get off

I'm holding up the queue
because my ticket won't go through
I know it should be simple but it's not

Something's gotta change
I know I'm lucky in a lot of ways
So why do I want more than what I have

Brace myself to hear the lies
I wonder if they know that I
Don't get the jokes but I just need to laugh

So don't take my photograph
Cause' I don't want to know how it looks to feel like this
As cars and people pass
It feels like standing still but I know
I'm just moving uncomfortably slow

Sometimes driving alone late at night a song hits you right where your at, it's hard to do anything but hit repeat until you have to go to sleep.